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[Nov. 25th, 2008|09:03 pm] |
The last time I updated this thing was 150 weeks ago. I'm visiting old places in the last few days, I guess... I'm feeling old, or not, or something, or not, for now at least, and commas. Anyone still around? Has life altered you permanently?
Yours in amusing closing,
Alexx |
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[Jan. 8th, 2006|10:18 pm] |
 Oh Great Cthulhu!I have been an extremely sedulous devotee this year. In March, I bombed a cultist gathering (-100 points). In October, I recruited ![[info]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) 8782 as a new cultist (30 points). Yesterday, I defiled the grave of that traitor, Lovecraft (90 points). In December, I fed 8782 to a Shoggoth (250 points). In April, I sacrificed prettyhead to Cthulhu (500 points). In August, I called down the wrath of Yog-Sothoth upon juststayfocused (65 points). In short, I have been very good (835 points) and deserve to get hooked up with one of those cute Innsmouthers. Your humble and obedient servant, angryanthropoid
Submit your own plea to Cthulhu! |
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[Oct. 11th, 2005|12:52 pm] |
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Ok, so I actually leave on the 26th. I swear. I got a ticket this time and everything. This is all. |
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[Sep. 11th, 2005|07:10 pm] |
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Fuck it, why not update for no good reason. Currently throwing away all non-essential items and preparring my room for painting. I haven't purchased the ticket yet, but I think October 18th is the moving date. It's been pushed back too many times, I really have to leave soon. Not much to say, aside from the move I've been bored and lonely. I miss having someone around. I want sushi. I think I'll go drink more coffee now. |
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[Aug. 16th, 2005|01:27 am] |
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I hate karma. I hate the circle that is my life. I can't stop fucking crying. When looking at people in the past I guess I've never really had someone be in love with me. Yeah, I've been loved, but they've never been in love with me. Yet again, that same old bullshit. I am about to get drunker than I've ever been. Hopefully choke on my own vomit and make the world far less interesting but easier to live in. Fuck. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2005|08:11 pm] |
I break down; that's my job as a human currently. All strength I used to have is gone, dissolved by the eddies of growth and the tides of niceness. In the past, I could scream out vulgarities into the night for months, curse gods and men in one breath and still have time to convince women to do horrible things. Now, I bite back tears because I love her more than she could ever love me. I feel like I've been stretched out too far, too thin for proper existence. My daily routine of panic attacks and codependence has left me impotent, unable to defend myself. A creature more gossamer understanding than the solid egotism and hate of my youth.
Christ, I just whine too often. Someone should come pick me up, get me drunk and give me cocaine... I do believe that would make me feel better. Anyway, I'm off to type desperately into a poem and hope that something good comes out. |
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[Aug. 6th, 2005|04:44 am] |
SPOILER ALERT!!!!!!!!
Holy shit. What a fucking head trip right there. They fucking killed off nate. I know the show is ending, but what a way to introduce the last episodes. Kudos to the writers there. I don't know, it's rare I like a show this much... It's nice to be surprised |
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[Jul. 9th, 2005|02:24 pm] |
So, really what it comes down to is that I may love her more than Portland. Who knows? I'm thinking about getting a job in NJ for awhile to see how the lady situation plays out. If that fails, I bounce. My thoughts have always been focused on getting myself better, happy. To that end, Portland was an excellent answer. Portland treated me right, made me comfortable. But now, It's Kelly who deominates my thoughts, treats me well and gives amazing comfort. I'm not trying to make this some epic thing, just a simple equation of happiness via location or person.
Maybe this will fall to pieces in a few months, maybe not. Either way, I'm confused but happy. This was a weird update, I'm sorry you read it. |
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